Once More, Men, Onto the Bridge!

It happened again. I knew I should never have let myself get this weak. But it happened again. Damnit. This pisses me off. Yeah, I bear very little ill will towards the individual in question, and that may in fact be part of the problem. This individual could walk up to me, slap me in the face, and my first thought would be "That was understandable." Yeah, it's understandable, but that doesn't mean I'm not saddened and angry at the same time. Doesn't it suck when the one thought, the one individual who has been your mind's solace each lonely night totally betrays you? I've made my bead of knives (a bed of nails is too comfortable), so now I had best lie in it. More later. So yeah, love's a bitch.